Wasteful Nights

I remember how much energy I used to have and my desires to take long walks.

I am no longer able to do basic things that gave me vitality.

I hate people and I hate my life even more.

Nonetheless, today I did get to get hit on by a man and he gave me a discount on a beautiful set of glassware that was native to the Mayan culture.

After shopping in a T-Shirt Shop that sold magical shirts that change color in the sunset, I took my bike towards the Hotel Zone in downtown Cancun.

To my dismay, the restaurant that I was looking for was gone.

I went around in a huge circle but finally with basic common sense, I was able to waste more time.

I find myself wasting more time daily. I don't have a schedule and I appreciate every time I can exercise. I am ok being retired and not working due to my disabilities and impairments.

I am a Leo and exercises are something that I truly enjoy doing. I just have to pace myself.

The last season I had pure strength and energy, I used it to exercise for eight hours. I was able to workout in multiple gyms in Michigan, and I did multiple sets of riding recumbent bikes.

The end result was that I hit the wall.

I was taking a sports nutrition course and I perfectly knew how much glucose to use to exercise. It took my body about two and a half days to recover.

I promised to never ever do that again.

I hope that when I have surgery, I am able to take BCAA's to better alter and develop my muscles.

My theory is that the removal of myomas will allow my body to have a traditional menstrual cycle and allow me to take amino acids to repair musculoskeletal damage caused by the over usage of my muscles.

I hope my theory proves true and I can be more productive with my time verses wasting it.