Shamed...Pity Dating

I do not like the series of shameful love experiences that I encountered. You should not ever pity date or give someone a try that you have no interests in.

In the end, it makes the person feel shameful, cheap, nasty and horrible.

I rarely tried to date men when I knew that I was not at my best because you know you are not at your best. Let me explain.

My best could be working a job that paid $2.13 an hour but this did not mean I was not pursuing higher goals. I was in college.

When I graduated, I found myself in a slump. I was not fulfilled in my own personal life and I did not feel comfortable dating.

Later in life, the more challenges I faced, the more this process was streamlined. If I did not have stability, I did not want to keep dating people. Further, I did not want someone to take me out because I was available for the date.

I am in Mexico right now and I have no interests in dating.

I have no interests of being jealous of the families I see that walk by me.

I know that these individuals took their own time to get the family they evolved into.

I am ok knowing, I will most likely never date again and I do not want anyone to feel pity towards me because I am not a quality person to take out.